Late Night Thoughts 1.0
Sick illusions, or disillusions we will never tell, inside the mind is what really matters. Maybe the soul can expand beyond the body beginning with your mind. How are we at peace as one when we might be more than that?? Why do you yearn something that of which you ultimately cannot appreciate?? Why must we turn towards the greater good when really the road to evil is the one most often taken?? I stand back and look at all the disappointments, as if to ask why was I chosen to witness this?? Why must I sit and look back at something I wish, wasn’t. Why must I sit and look at someone close to reaching my threshold but I know in reality they are nowhere near. The frustration of knowing, that the wait is far from over.
In a dark space, there is no time, but there is light, somewhere. As you sit in your dark hole is there light there?? Must you exit the space or is that your sanctuary?? Let’s pretend there was nothing else, there is you. Unholy hole-y soul, how did you come about?? Did you know you had a soul before it was taken out?? When you are sick do you realize you’ve been healthy for far longer?? Or do you dwell on the sickness that surrounds you?? Questions, questions, that only you have the answer to. You can ask God, but is he really there?? The only proof is that you’re still alive. You didn’t die that one time, and He left you the scars to prove it, he left you with lingering pain. Because pain is how you know you are still alive. So if there is constant pain to remind you of your life, what is the opposite of pain?? Euphoria?? Bliss?? Do you have those moments too?? Are they more often than pain?? Does it matter if they are?? Questions, questions, that you only have the answer to deep down inside. Will you let the darkness swallow you in pain or will you shed some light from your aura and bring some light into the dark space??